Let's start with friday shall we?

I wake up at 6 a.m. to my mother in agony. I tend to her, she's in horribly cramps that are similar to labor pain. I was helpless. Finally I get to go to AFW. Huzzah!

Well Everything is awesome! Around 1 a.m. my almost-boyfriend blake texts me telling me he just wants to be friends. I'm not surprised nor am I upset but nonetheless I go outside to have a smoke. I'm about done with one when Cid Highwind steps out. We sit and talk...and before we know it, it's 3:30 in the morning! Wow XD.

I go to bed and wake up at around 6:30. Oh god kill me now.

I end up hanging out with Cid for the ENTIRE day, and night. We flirted HORRIBLY the whole time. He even ended up shoving a bunch of items down his pants that I wanted/needed and refused to get them out unless I went and got them. So I did XD.

Sunday rolls around and I'm hanging out with Cid's friends while he's off doing god knows what. They're ganging up on me. "COME ON HERE ILL GIVE YOU THE KEY TO THE HOTEL ROOM GO SLEEP WITH HIM DAMNIT!" and I'm like "I don't have sex outside a relationship..." and one guy pauses and was like "then get in a relationship. He likes you, you know." And I'm thinking "no I don't because any time I think a guy is even remotely interested in me it's the complete opposite don't be a tease!" and he's like "So ask him out!" and I said "no I can't I can't ask a guy out, only guys ask me out." cause I've been rejected way too many times.

So he cocks his head to the side and said "if he asked you would you say yes?" and without hesitation, or even any worry I said "of course."

Then speak of the devil and he shall pop up randomly, Cid walks over! And guess what? The guys and the girl pull him away and I'm mentally screaming "FUCK SHIT NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS! DONT FORCE HIM TO ASK ME OUT! ;3;"

He comes back over looking kinda....serious, and or pissed off. He said "I need to talk to you." and started walking away before I had a chance to respond. So quietly I get up and follow him. He gets in the elevator (which is weird cause he ALWAYS uses the stairs....he likes to slide down the railing >.> and I'm going "shitshitshitshithe'seithergoingtoaskmeoutortellmetoleavehimaloneshitshitshit" and still not looking at me, still very serious almost frightening face asks in a voice I almost couldn't hear "would you like to go out?" and I said in an equally small voice "yes."

and then he started to dance. XD

Well....for the rest of the day we just hung out like we were doing normally. then during the closing ceremonies we ended up holding hands. I was amazed. normally I DESPISE holding hands (my little brother can attest for that I snap at him if he holds my hand) but his hand fit perfectly. It was really nice. Not too hot or sweaty or rough...and it was nice. I leaned into him and after the ceremonies were over as we were walking out i kissed his cheek and he got such a big blush and hid in his hat it was SO cute.

Then in the elevator to his room (he needed to get his stuff and go home) we kissed. Not a make-out kiss...not even french. just a small peck on the lips...but I liked it. It was sweet and innocent and not rushed. Like I had all the time in the world......it was wonderful.

When we got to his room his friend she asked us "so are you finally together yet?" and I didn't want to say it, cause half of me still thought that it wasn't real. He said "yes" and i smiled and blushed. She screams "FINALLY! OH MY GOD I WAS GETTING SO FRUSTRAITED WITH YOU TWO! TWO SHY PEOPLE! I JUST WANTED TO BASH YOUR HEADS TOGETHER ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME!"

lol. She was a funny woman. We peck-kiss one more time at his car before saying good bye. Then I went home.

And Now I find out I lost my job. Apparently I was scheduled to work sunday and didn't know. So I was a "no-call-no-show" which means instant termination.

huzzah ;_;